My Day
Posted by Jia at Sunday, June 08, 2008 2:30 PM and is filed under uncategorized 
So today, I check my email. The professor for my Crime & Delinquency class sent a message to me stating that I did an 'excellent job' on the assignment and that I got an A! I was super crunk about that, especially considering how last week, I got a B+ on an assignment. I was not happy about that at all but I also knew that it was my fault. I really didn't do everything that I was suppose to do to earn an A (meaning I didnt read the chapter in its entirety, I rushed through the work, waited until the last minute to do the work, etc.). I deserved that B. But I feel that I redeemed myself and got an A this week! Very crunk....Woot woot!
Now, on to other stuff. I got a text message yesterday from a friend who wanted me to go to this 'gathering' with her. I spent the majority of my weekend laid up in the bed, watching TV and going over some homework that's due this coming Friday...but I figured that Id go and at least show my face really quick so that I wouldnt appear to be a TOTAL hermit. I threw on some jeans and a baby tee and headed out for a VERY brief second.
What's funny is I get there and there are a few people there that I recognize from various Myspace pages but the FUNNIEST thing is...I saw two girls there who I do not care much for...who have been behind some crazy drama involving my name online and didnt think that I knew about it. Well guess what...I did. And its so funny to me how people have a LOT of shit to talk via Windows Media Maker and behind screen names on Myspace and other messageboards but yet...they get the opportunity to say something to me, LIVE & DIRECT...but instead spend their time huddled in a corner, sweating like they have gas or something. I am in no way implying that Im some sort of Billy Bad ass. But the only thing that I AM implying is that if you're going to be bad ass against ME, talking shit at every corner, thinking that you're hurting my feelings or 'blasting me' but yet you cant express these same sentiments to my face, knowing good and hell well what YOU did, then you dont mean shit....period. One of my favorite things to say is...I dont NEED cosigners. I walk alone in my thoughts for a reason b/c when shit hits the fan, the majority of the people who you TRY and drag into your mess end up looking stupid b/c they speak out of line and have no clue what in the hell they're talking about. Why should they...the drama doesnt involve them. But Ive noticed that in this ONE incident where this broad tried me and got her face cracked ten fold, she chose to drag other people in it...so these people, in HER defense, talk an immense amount of shit behind a computer screen...not knowing what they're talking about, not knowing what spawned my actions against her, not knowing what SHE did first...but yet they speak as though they're the authority...just leading the way in a "We-Hate-Jia" campaign. LOL! And then I see you out with at least one of the girls thats assisting you in your online efforts and neither of you say anything?
Yea, God is really looking out for me. I think that He truly IS making an effort to at least get me to 'do right,' b/c had this been say...I dunno...about a year to almost two years ago, I probably would've gotten toted off by Dekalb County police. I have a bad temper...and I have worked very hard on it. It takes a LOT for me to "just let it go." I am usually so mouthy about things but over the past several months, I have made an effort to change that b/c for one, cowards dont deserve an extreme amount of acknowledgment...two, I found that it just gets me nowhere but into a more angry state...and three, there's no point in fighting a battle where Im trying to disprove someone elses bullshit...ESPECIALLY when they refuse to acknowledge their own.
A while back, I had some vids on the 'tube where I basically blasted this guy that I went out with...I had our phone conversation posted and dogged him out. Because I DID feel remorse (even though dude was really full of it), I deleted it and said that I would not go online and put someones business in the streets like that again. I might tell a story about some twisted shit that popped off, but never again will you see me posting pictures, calling names, or trying to run another persons mess in the mud. At the end of the day, most people who peruse my sites dont know who the hell Im talking about...so why do it?
I digress...I'll let people do what they do and I'll just do me. I still have a LONG way to go but Im very happy with my own progress, even if no one else is. You can call me whatever names you'd like, believe anything you hear about me and hell...I even give you permission to spread it. But Im still gonna smile b/c Im 100% content with me...and thats all that matters.
PS: Thanks to my parents for reminding me!
Now, on to other stuff. I got a text message yesterday from a friend who wanted me to go to this 'gathering' with her. I spent the majority of my weekend laid up in the bed, watching TV and going over some homework that's due this coming Friday...but I figured that Id go and at least show my face really quick so that I wouldnt appear to be a TOTAL hermit. I threw on some jeans and a baby tee and headed out for a VERY brief second.
What's funny is I get there and there are a few people there that I recognize from various Myspace pages but the FUNNIEST thing is...I saw two girls there who I do not care much for...who have been behind some crazy drama involving my name online and didnt think that I knew about it. Well guess what...I did. And its so funny to me how people have a LOT of shit to talk via Windows Media Maker and behind screen names on Myspace and other messageboards but yet...they get the opportunity to say something to me, LIVE & DIRECT...but instead spend their time huddled in a corner, sweating like they have gas or something. I am in no way implying that Im some sort of Billy Bad ass. But the only thing that I AM implying is that if you're going to be bad ass against ME, talking shit at every corner, thinking that you're hurting my feelings or 'blasting me' but yet you cant express these same sentiments to my face, knowing good and hell well what YOU did, then you dont mean shit....period. One of my favorite things to say is...I dont NEED cosigners. I walk alone in my thoughts for a reason b/c when shit hits the fan, the majority of the people who you TRY and drag into your mess end up looking stupid b/c they speak out of line and have no clue what in the hell they're talking about. Why should they...the drama doesnt involve them. But Ive noticed that in this ONE incident where this broad tried me and got her face cracked ten fold, she chose to drag other people in it...so these people, in HER defense, talk an immense amount of shit behind a computer screen...not knowing what they're talking about, not knowing what spawned my actions against her, not knowing what SHE did first...but yet they speak as though they're the authority...just leading the way in a "We-Hate-Jia" campaign. LOL! And then I see you out with at least one of the girls thats assisting you in your online efforts and neither of you say anything?
Yea, God is really looking out for me. I think that He truly IS making an effort to at least get me to 'do right,' b/c had this been say...I dunno...about a year to almost two years ago, I probably would've gotten toted off by Dekalb County police. I have a bad temper...and I have worked very hard on it. It takes a LOT for me to "just let it go." I am usually so mouthy about things but over the past several months, I have made an effort to change that b/c for one, cowards dont deserve an extreme amount of acknowledgment...two, I found that it just gets me nowhere but into a more angry state...and three, there's no point in fighting a battle where Im trying to disprove someone elses bullshit...ESPECIALLY when they refuse to acknowledge their own.
A while back, I had some vids on the 'tube where I basically blasted this guy that I went out with...I had our phone conversation posted and dogged him out. Because I DID feel remorse (even though dude was really full of it), I deleted it and said that I would not go online and put someones business in the streets like that again. I might tell a story about some twisted shit that popped off, but never again will you see me posting pictures, calling names, or trying to run another persons mess in the mud. At the end of the day, most people who peruse my sites dont know who the hell Im talking about...so why do it?
I digress...I'll let people do what they do and I'll just do me. I still have a LONG way to go but Im very happy with my own progress, even if no one else is. You can call me whatever names you'd like, believe anything you hear about me and hell...I even give you permission to spread it. But Im still gonna smile b/c Im 100% content with me...and thats all that matters.
PS: Thanks to my parents for reminding me!
An online friend of mine Julian introduced me your videos months ago and in a short space of time I've seen a lot of growth... it's truly inspirational. You are doing your thing and you are the realest female on da'Tube!
PS
All this school talk is making me want to further my studies
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