Rambling About
Posted by Jia at Friday, April 18, 2008 11:14 PM and is filed under uncategorized 
*I just woke up from a nap. Next week, I am going to the doctor to get some type of sleeping aid. I am really afraid of the ones that you buy in the store b/c of all the liver issues. And I'd be that ONE to get some problems from it...hopefully my sleeping patterns will change quite a bit before fall rolls around.
*I absolutely LOVE when people tell me what it is that I cant do and/or spend time hating from afar. Although Im going to miss the HELL out of Atlanta, I will say that its my own fault that I didnt progress more while I was here. But one thing that I have found in ADDITION to the progressive folks in Atlanta is that there are MANY people here (as with anywhere else) who are so complacent and dont want more...and when you strive to get more b/c your focus changes or just b/c you're tired of the okey doke, all of a sudden they get busy. Busy telling you what you wont do...busy telling you what you cant do...busy telling you how you shouldnt do. Amazing. My thing is this...if you want to settle for jobs that pay you meager wages, that tell you when its ok to eat, sleep, piss and shit, that give you specified times to eat your damn food...then by all means, do you! But please dont knock ME b/c I require a lil more than that. You keep taking bullshit...in about two years (or less), I'll be the one dispensing it to you non progressive people. *rollin' eyes
*To piggy back off the above, I will say this...when your friends dont support your efforts to make a change...like, if they are real quick to to have a pow wow about your past but when it comes to your FUTURE, they suddenly get a lil speechless (except to tell you what you WONT d0), then its time to throw up the deuces. I dont allow folks like that in my life at all. Some things just should've been handled a long time ago..but I was bullshitting. But never again. DUECE!
*Back to my nap...I had this weird dream. I dreamed that I was riding with a friend down this road and we kinda saw something that we shouldnt have. My friend was trying to back her car up and suddenly, one of the guys that was outside doing dirt shot into the car and shot me in the shoulder. I blanked out...but when I woke up, I was bandaged up and guess who in the FUCK was my 'kidnapper?' Damn FLAVOR FLAV yall! I was like WTF?? Hell naw! I dont know where this came from. Im still grossed out at the fact Flav gets to pick and choose..and that these girls willingly kiss this joker in the mouth. He just LOOKS like he needs a mint.
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In addition to the video being boring and so 'lazy' looking, I come across this photo thats SUPPOSE to be the new artwork for Usher's album. *sigh...something about that red "I" bothers me. Its like its suppose to be black like the word "stand." As usual, he looks 'cute' in the photo but Im still mad at the video. I still think that he was being super lazy in it...but I DO love the hell out of the song though! I really do!
*I think I might start doing album reviews on Youtube. I am just now listening to Danity Kane's CD b/c I just had a free moment to listen from start to finish. They have an interlude on there called Secret Place. WHY OH WHY didnt they make this a full song? WTF This song was the absolute BUSINESS! Say it aint...I DARE you!
*I really think that Im about to watch Why Did I Get Married...for the 200th time.
*One thing that blows my mind is the # of YOUNG men who approach me. I mean, it happens in reality but on Myspace, some of these guys are TOUGH! They refuse to give up! I know that its going to be ten times worse once I step back on campus...a BIG campus at that. I was looking at some of the campus profiles and you'd think that I was the only upperclassman. All these eager beaver ass freshman "Hey my name is Carlie and Im SO EXCITED to be a freshman..I love tennis and lacrosse and I am so STOKED about being a freshman...OH and Im 17 years old. See ya this fall." Im like...wtf? LMAO! I cant believe I will be 28...and surrounded by so many youngins. I hope to quickly find the 25+ crowd. Very quickly!
*I gotta get another desktop. Mine is super slow. I always use my laptop but when Im actually outside of class, Id like to start using a desktop again, really reserving the laptop for class. I cant stand shopping for computers. Im usually pretty simple in the things that I like. I JUST got this laptop in about February? I have to check the receipt but its a great one. I adore it...but I dont want the shit to burn out b/c I use it for 'play,' class and everything in between. Naw!
*My flat iron OFFICIALLY burned the fuck out. Its done! I plug it up...it doesnt work. I hit "test" and "reset" on my electrical outlet...no dice. *sigh* This flat iron has been with me through thick and thin. Ive had it since about 2005. Im going to miss her. I really am. I guess I'll splurge on an expensive one now...the Chi iron. Or maybe that new line called "RED" (I think...my beautician uses it). It seems to be a pretty good iron. Goodbye, my beautiful baby...you did my hair justice these past three years.
And I guess thats it....yall have a great weekend!
*I absolutely LOVE when people tell me what it is that I cant do and/or spend time hating from afar. Although Im going to miss the HELL out of Atlanta, I will say that its my own fault that I didnt progress more while I was here. But one thing that I have found in ADDITION to the progressive folks in Atlanta is that there are MANY people here (as with anywhere else) who are so complacent and dont want more...and when you strive to get more b/c your focus changes or just b/c you're tired of the okey doke, all of a sudden they get busy. Busy telling you what you wont do...busy telling you what you cant do...busy telling you how you shouldnt do. Amazing. My thing is this...if you want to settle for jobs that pay you meager wages, that tell you when its ok to eat, sleep, piss and shit, that give you specified times to eat your damn food...then by all means, do you! But please dont knock ME b/c I require a lil more than that. You keep taking bullshit...in about two years (or less), I'll be the one dispensing it to you non progressive people. *rollin' eyes
*To piggy back off the above, I will say this...when your friends dont support your efforts to make a change...like, if they are real quick to to have a pow wow about your past but when it comes to your FUTURE, they suddenly get a lil speechless (except to tell you what you WONT d0), then its time to throw up the deuces. I dont allow folks like that in my life at all. Some things just should've been handled a long time ago..but I was bullshitting. But never again. DUECE!
*Back to my nap...I had this weird dream. I dreamed that I was riding with a friend down this road and we kinda saw something that we shouldnt have. My friend was trying to back her car up and suddenly, one of the guys that was outside doing dirt shot into the car and shot me in the shoulder. I blanked out...but when I woke up, I was bandaged up and guess who in the FUCK was my 'kidnapper?' Damn FLAVOR FLAV yall! I was like WTF?? Hell naw! I dont know where this came from. Im still grossed out at the fact Flav gets to pick and choose..and that these girls willingly kiss this joker in the mouth. He just LOOKS like he needs a mint.
*
In addition to the video being boring and so 'lazy' looking, I come across this photo thats SUPPOSE to be the new artwork for Usher's album. *sigh...something about that red "I" bothers me. Its like its suppose to be black like the word "stand." As usual, he looks 'cute' in the photo but Im still mad at the video. I still think that he was being super lazy in it...but I DO love the hell out of the song though! I really do!*I think I might start doing album reviews on Youtube. I am just now listening to Danity Kane's CD b/c I just had a free moment to listen from start to finish. They have an interlude on there called Secret Place. WHY OH WHY didnt they make this a full song? WTF This song was the absolute BUSINESS! Say it aint...I DARE you!
*I really think that Im about to watch Why Did I Get Married...for the 200th time.
*One thing that blows my mind is the # of YOUNG men who approach me. I mean, it happens in reality but on Myspace, some of these guys are TOUGH! They refuse to give up! I know that its going to be ten times worse once I step back on campus...a BIG campus at that. I was looking at some of the campus profiles and you'd think that I was the only upperclassman. All these eager beaver ass freshman "Hey my name is Carlie and Im SO EXCITED to be a freshman..I love tennis and lacrosse and I am so STOKED about being a freshman...OH and Im 17 years old. See ya this fall." Im like...wtf? LMAO! I cant believe I will be 28...and surrounded by so many youngins. I hope to quickly find the 25+ crowd. Very quickly!
*I gotta get another desktop. Mine is super slow. I always use my laptop but when Im actually outside of class, Id like to start using a desktop again, really reserving the laptop for class. I cant stand shopping for computers. Im usually pretty simple in the things that I like. I JUST got this laptop in about February? I have to check the receipt but its a great one. I adore it...but I dont want the shit to burn out b/c I use it for 'play,' class and everything in between. Naw!
*My flat iron OFFICIALLY burned the fuck out. Its done! I plug it up...it doesnt work. I hit "test" and "reset" on my electrical outlet...no dice. *sigh* This flat iron has been with me through thick and thin. Ive had it since about 2005. Im going to miss her. I really am. I guess I'll splurge on an expensive one now...the Chi iron. Or maybe that new line called "RED" (I think...my beautician uses it). It seems to be a pretty good iron. Goodbye, my beautiful baby...you did my hair justice these past three years.
And I guess thats it....yall have a great weekend!
What's good mama?! I know you are ripe for big things and will soon see you on top runnin' somethin' big.
I am rollin' at the Flavor Flav dream. LMAO! You watch too much reality TV...
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Girrrllll...what do you know about that SECRET PLACE!?!?! It's soooo the business!!
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aww sorry ur flat iron broke
try the maxi glide, i love it
oh and im glad your following
your dreams good luck with
getting more education
eff the haters.
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